About my journey

This is me, Celia.

My life has been a bumpy road full of turnarounds, back-and-forths, and tries and errors. On paper, I am a Spanish linguist, life coach, mediator, trauma prevention trainer, and reiki practitioner and a psychic. 
But I am much more than that. I am an emotional trauma survivor, a curious mind, a creative, an immigrant, an idealist, and a woman. I am here to dehumanize systems, to name what does not want to be named and to bring

 When one chooses themselves, the world chooses them back. 

Now, I help others shift their realities. From fear to expansion. From survival to harmony.

Welcome to my page - this is my story.

It all started back in 1989…

I was born in the middle of the country to a very conservative family of lawyers.

Traditional values played a big role in my upbringing: I went to the same catholic school my mother and aunts attended until I was fifteen. Rules were very present. Suppression and fear were very present. At home, my parents were absorbed by their job responsibilities and their emotional limitations due to their unprocessed traumas. There was little to no room for discussions, or vulnerable communication.

I grew up unaware of my own right to existence.  

When I was eleven, my parents got divorced.
The experiences at school and the struggles that followed at home had a huge impact on the idea I had of myself. I was unconsciously being trained to be silent, give up space, and please others to feel validated. I was a good girl.

With no safe emotional space provided, I forgot who I was.

At eighteen, encouraged by my family to study languages, I moved to the south of Spain to study translation and interpretation. 

During those years, my studies were never a priority. I wanted to explore the world and other cultures. I wanted to be surrounded by laughter. I loved learning languages, cultures, and different life philosophies.

One year, I built a strong genuine connection.
It was so strong and it felt so real, that I didn’t want to lose it. So I followed it to Germany. This is her. 

When hearts are hungry for love,
they will move worlds to find it.

Already abroad and finishing my studies, I met someone. I fell so deeply for this person, that I decided to make Germany my permanent home. 

I stayed for what I believed it was a love story. The love and the home I had been waiting for my whole life. 

But the love story I was craving so desperately ended before it even started. In 2013, I hit rock bottom. I had never been so sad in my life. I had no direction, no purpose, no reason to stay or to leave. I became a ghost. 

At the time. I was working cleaning rooms in a hotel and babysitting once a week to make a living. I was broke, depressed, and isolated.

So, a year later, I left the town of Marburg looking for a new life in Munich.

My life patterns were still the same. I  was moving wounded and unconscious through life, engaging and leaving relationships and jobs. I was looking for connections but was afraid of people. I wanted to arrive somewhere, but all I did was leave. Deeply, I wanted was for someone to save me.

Three years had gone by and I was still stuck in a cycle of over-thinking, social anxiety, and depression. I had to look for help, so I began seeing a therapist.

During that process, I learned that I had been living in survival mode all this time. THAT PERSON was not me, but the reflection of what a society anchored in fear and domination made me believe that I was.

In time, I saw big changes, gained clarity, and got curious.

Not long after, I quit my job and signed up for a mediation course. Fascinated by the discoveries in communication and psychology, I booked a second course. This time, focus on coaching.

Life started to shift. I started to believe in myself because I got to see and meet my true self - the one that never got the space to exist.

Through the lens of compassion, a new path was taking shape…

Healing does not mean to repair, but to learn to be vulnerable. To be sentient. To be human. Nor to be human. Until we do, we will remain the reflection of a dehumanized society. 

I want to encounter people with freedom, acceptance and empowerment. I want to provide them with what many of us missed when we were children: a space to express ourselves, a space to feel validated.

If we want to change the system, we have to change the way we perceive ourselves and our place in the world. We are big. We are important. We have a voice. 

And, so,… the little girl who never trusted her ability to engage with people became a strong advocate for communication, sovereignty and self-expression.

I became what the child in me needed so badly: an empathetic listener, a fighter, a believer.

Now, I want to be that for every single person who needs it. I want to be a walking inspiration for others.
 

A journey of expansion and growth

Self-sabotage is not an option anymore.
A place of pain is never the place to stay
.

What I can give you from my journey:

You will grow a deep love, respect, and understanding for yourself.
You will learn to honor your worth
You will let your strengths and skills shine.
You will find your purpose.
You will integrate beauty in your life.

All you need is to understand that is YOU who is setting the limit.

I am here now, but I was there, exactly where you are now. I invite you to get in touch with me.